catch no feelings, feel no pain...

a few days ago i watched korean movie "200 pounds of beauty" with my lil sis...

the story was very touched,  i almost cry because when kim ah joong (as hanna/ jenny) singing this song "maria" (original song by Blondie)

the lyric was so deep, it told us that she like someone but she knows she can't get him and then in a year she change herself from head to toe to impress the guy she liked a lot, the movie was happy ending, actually that guy love hanna from the beginning but he didn't want to admit it because hanna is fat, when hanna change into slim n more pretty that guy realize that he missed big hanna and he like hanna not because she already slim n pretty, he like hanna because of her innocent...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/200_Pounds_Beauty...

here's the lyric, and when i sing it i replace the word "she" with "he"...^^

She walks like she don't care.

Smooth as silk, cool as air.
Ooh, it makes you wanna cry.
She doesn't know your name and your heart beats like a subway train.
Ooh, it makes you wanna die.
Ooh, don't you wanna take her?
Wanna make her all your own?
Maria.
You've gotta see her!
Go insane and out of your mind.
Regina.
Ave maria.
A million and one candle lights.
Ive seen this thing before.
In my best friend and the boy next door.
Fool for love and full of fire.
Won't come in from the rain.
Sees oceans running down the drain.
Blue as ice and desire.
Don't you wanna make her?
Ooh, don't you wanna take her home?
Maria.
You've gotta see her!
Go insane and out of your mind.
Regina
Ave maria.
A million and one candle lights.
Ooh, don't you wanna break her?
Ooh, don't you wanna take her home?
She walks like she don't care.
You wanna take her everywhere.
Ooh, it makes you wanna cry.
She walks like a she don't care.
Walking on imported air.
Ooh, it makes you wanna die.
Maria.
You've gotta see her!
Go insane and out of your mind.
Regina.
Ave maria.
A million and one candle lights.
Maria.
You've gotta see her!
Go insane and out of your mind.
Regina.
Ave maria.
A million and one candle lights.
Maria.
You've gotta see her!
Go insane and out of your mind.
Regina.
Ave maria.
A million and one candle lights.
Maria.
You've gotta see her!
Go insane and out of your mind.
Regina.
Ave maria.
A million and one candle lights. 

kata seorang teman :

"kalau benar cinta ini terlarang, mengapa ada terbangun perasaan semegah ini di dalam hati?"

dear someone, i like u but i know i can't have u... 

and i feel pain inside everytime i met u...

from now on maybe i'll try to smile and pretend that the pain doesn't exist...